Natasha Dawn Jones

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. i love you. i dont understand why your walking away. or how you think im going to break you. i cant, i care way too much. but your not going to read this and maybe thats for the better. i cant stop you i just want you happy and if you believe that itll happen without me then goodbye. but if theres a doubt. even just the slightest bit then dont stay here with me. we can push through this. i know we can because id do anything for you. you mean everything to me, your my life. i cant be without you, ill just be a shell. so can we stop this, we dont need to fight over people who mean nothing. I LOVE YOU. your blue eyes, your brown hair, your smile laugh little habits like how you bite your nails during an intense part of one tree hill. how you hafta know where i am and doing at all times. how your concerned. you push me too quit smoking. to not drive as fast. how you love that i worry about you that you know im always going to come no matter where you are. no matter wat time it is. i love how yoour phone background is us. and how it never changes. how you hold only one finger like a little kid. how you color at osheas i just love everything about you.

How do i feel? youve asked time and time again well here it is.
When you order that large strawberry milk shake.... or rolo mcflurry. or when you get your first bike for christmas. how face just lights up because you cant wait. I get butterflies when someone mentions you, when im coming to see you, when kiss when cuddle or hold hands. im so happy to have you in my life. i love how you always want too talk to me. because i always want too talk too you. when im around my friends your what i talk about. your always on my mind. when i fall asleep i wish i was with you and when i wake up i wish you were there. How do i feel... I LOVE YOU. thats how i feel. all the time.