We’ll get in the car and drive for a while
Buy some skittles and cigarettes, hold hands and smile
We’ll count the yellow lines that pass
Drive ‘til sunrise and have a blast

I wanna be laughed at, laughed with
Just because, and with you thats always enough
I’m stuck in this stupid rut
Waiting for you to pick me up

I’m falling
I’m falling for you
I’m falling for you

We’ll lay in the glow of my headlights
And when we open our bloodshot eyes
And stare into that fluorescent white
We’ll kiss awhile then drive for a night

We’ll crank the music and sing too it
You could dance, and we’d laugh about it
We’ll forget all our frustrations
Of when we didn’t meet our expectations
I’m falling
I’m falling for you
I’m falling for you

I’m falling ( falling )
I’m falling for you ( for you )
I’m falling for you ( for you )
I’m falling
I’m falling for you

uh what

uh what... NO FRIKKIN WAY!!! im single

in her world

i need fixing...
my heart...
it isnt ticking...
our last words...
are all that are sticking...
goodbye...
so long...
how did we...
go wrong...

ya im alot of things...
user, drug abuser...
loser, drunk, sinner...
in my world...
im a winner...

together...
we were better...
we promised....
eachother....
to last...
forever....
then no smiles...
just lies...
and denial...

ya im alot of things...
user, drug abuser...
loser, drunk, sinner...
in my world...
im a fucking winner...

the girl...
too sad to give a fuck...
the clash of love...
left us all dumbstruck...
us bad actors...
with bad habits...
those sad singers...
who just play tragic...

ya im alot of things...
lover, saviour...
sanctuary, punchingbag...
artist, sculptor, writer...
in her world...
im a fucking blister...

good times.

lastnight although not excited about it I went to the kodiaks game with tash and her friends. the nwe went back to her house to drink, little did i know her ex boyfriend was gonna be coming out. for being liquored up, I was actually pretty calm. I bit my tongue until it was hamburger but i still didnt shit kick the guy. I had a good time, enjoyed the company except for two or three who wouldnt shut up or just shouldnt have shown up. looking forward too it again.


Congratulations me.

Inspiration

In the end, inspiration is everything- Jared Taylor.
Inspiration is what drives a person. We need it to be able to survive, to invent, to progress as a species. Inspiration is really just an idea, it's true you'll read or see something and you say hey I can do it. So you were given the idea. So whats gonna happen when these idea's run out? when everyhings been read or seen. What new inventions will take place in our future? How will our generations too come grow? Man kind was a burgeon. and because of it there will be no more inspiration. Mine for example, Alexander Supertramp(Christopher Johnson McCandless). for those who dont know, Into The Wild is about him. He made it two years with no money, no car , he had books and made friends. He died on his adventure in Alaska. He was a college graduate and threw it all away because people are shells. He's right, we don't think or react until it's too late. Green Technology for example, if people made that in the 50's or even thought of it. Our planet wouldnt be in this state.We look out for only ourselves, and we will step on anyone to get where we need to be. Who or What "Inspired" us to do this, to act like barbarians? Greed can only take us so far, and it'll take us in the wrong direction. but greed is a another post for another day. Until next time, Jared Taylor

oh a burgeon by definition is: something that grows rapidly.

Natasha Dawn Jones

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. i love you. i dont understand why your walking away. or how you think im going to break you. i cant, i care way too much. but your not going to read this and maybe thats for the better. i cant stop you i just want you happy and if you believe that itll happen without me then goodbye. but if theres a doubt. even just the slightest bit then dont stay here with me. we can push through this. i know we can because id do anything for you. you mean everything to me, your my life. i cant be without you, ill just be a shell. so can we stop this, we dont need to fight over people who mean nothing. I LOVE YOU. your blue eyes, your brown hair, your smile laugh little habits like how you bite your nails during an intense part of one tree hill. how you hafta know where i am and doing at all times. how your concerned. you push me too quit smoking. to not drive as fast. how you love that i worry about you that you know im always going to come no matter where you are. no matter wat time it is. i love how yoour phone background is us. and how it never changes. how you hold only one finger like a little kid. how you color at osheas i just love everything about you.

How do i feel? youve asked time and time again well here it is.
When you order that large strawberry milk shake.... or rolo mcflurry. or when you get your first bike for christmas. how face just lights up because you cant wait. I get butterflies when someone mentions you, when im coming to see you, when kiss when cuddle or hold hands. im so happy to have you in my life. i love how you always want too talk to me. because i always want too talk too you. when im around my friends your what i talk about. your always on my mind. when i fall asleep i wish i was with you and when i wake up i wish you were there. How do i feel... I LOVE YOU. thats how i feel. all the time.