why...

so its been a while, and im sorry. im apologising to myself... im doing something i havnt done in almost 2 years. and its noones fault but my own i dont know why i kept her around for so long, i dont know why i continued to hurt you, to hurt us. so i resort to this, im cutting and im doing this for you. i hope this proves everything to you... i love you.

my obituary

when your lost so am i, when your not around i feel empty, when you dont call or text i get scared, and when your sad ill always be there. when i wake up your who i think of and when im about too sleep your the one i call. ive written lyrics and notes about you, and when you say or think i lie i tell you whats true. i know we cant always be there for eachother and i know were not perfect, but when im around you i have no defect, i love how my bed always smells of you, and when i hear your voice my grey skies turn blue. when we hold hands it feels like were all that god has planned, and when we kiss that moment forever is my only wish. your my life my heart and soul, without you i turn cold, i feel numb, crazed, scattered and dazed. so when your gone this will be my obituary, lay me to rest. but remember i loved you and you became my cause of death.

i love you Natasha Dawn Jones.

Jokes

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i love you, not for who are but for how you make me feel, now your the only one too make me feel like this. like a piece of shit

me

when you walk through the park.
when you see that one guy.
he sits alone, yeah thats me.

blank

blank=my head. i seriously have nothin to say.my mind is going in a million different directions and i comprehend one molecule of thought long enough too actually understand or appreciate whats going on. i got the best and worst news of my life today, my girlfriends being a psycho for no reason, i wasnt allowed in my house lastnight, the list goes on... but seriously my mind drawing a blank. i dont know what to think or where to start. i need a new saviour, all the angels i know put concrete in my veins, i have basically seized all my emotions. yeah i love you but you questioned it today, us today, and i dont know . it felt like at that second that i was putting myself into that position again. thats not a good spot to be. then the whole late thing, fuck, you said i was joking about it. all of it, that i didnt care and i have nothing on the line. i have you, and you told me to walk away today, that your specifically trying to piss me off enough to walk away.well as long i have you i have something to lose, and when the only that i am actually losing is lost then what? and yeah i am losing you, remember it doesnt feel the same. as for that question,^ then what? well after i lose you like i seem to do with all people. ill go postal for a day or too then binge eat and alcoholism is a must.but at the end of it all ill tear my body down. i wont eat but ill do stupid amounts of exercise and exhaust my self so i can barely function. then ill rebuild myself, andmonths after all this youll stumble across me with another one similiar to you and the others and ill smile cuz when im at my lowest form at that first building block ill adapt and change, see one wanted this and another that, soon ill be a perfect guy, with aspects from numerous girls. then youll notice that just like us me adn her arent happy, i dotn have her aspect yet. see i cant comprehend just one thought. and so what iff yor late or if this has never happened to you befor, its life new things happen. you learn thats what the point is. you just learned what FACICOUS (sarcastic) means. so your life is still being lived. but i think ive ranted enough. i jsut want you to stop this. you freak out over nothing. all the time its not needed. jsut talk to me and trust me. thats all that needs to be done. i love you.

the movement.

im making a community movement for everyone. we only have one planet and were all in this together. i want emails of your short (10 - 20 seconds) video. anything from you writing be unique on your hand to your 1 sentence explanation of what it means to be human. i want this to inspire and unite. so if your serious comment and youll get my email.