friendship

So, tonight my girlfriend and I had another fight, now usually I really wouldnt care... but tonight I wanted to talk to someone. I always talk to one person. Josalyne. She has recently moved to England, and I no longer have someone to joke around with or to just talk to about anything. That depressed me quite a bit. Long story short I told my girlfriend that I love Jos more than her, more than i could ever feel for her. It's kind of fucked up because we're best friends. shes a thousand miles away and I have no way to tell her how I feel.